more impatience

I woke up impatient with myself because I had no idea what to write on this blog. Blogs, I am finding are funny things, you have to tend to them, like a garden, you have to think what others may be interested in, what thoughts you can share with others. There is a lot to it. My stream of consciousness this morning...."Oh God, what made me think I could do this, Oh God, I can't learn this whole new thing, too old, too electronicly challenged, I don't have a anything to say, (not if you ask my husband, Oh God, I can not do this, I may as well turn on TV and just sit there and never try anything new, there is just too much to learn and my tool bar does not seem to be working. I can not do this I could eat, even though I just ate or I could shop, even though I don't need anything." SELF CRITICISM & SELF SABOTAGE!!!!!!! The very first two things on my New Years resolution list, Get rid of self criticism and self saboatage. To get rid of self criticism and self sabotage I have to learn loving patience.

What are some of your impatience stories ?